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Archive for November, 2003

Monday, November 24th, 2003

just to link to an interesting tidbit of news today…

“…Dr Rick Doblin, who is leading the study, told The Guardian: “What we'd like to do is develop MDMA into a prescription medicine…”
Ecstasy could ease crime trauma - bbc health news

what a novel idea! mdma could get used…as a prescription medicine? in conjunction with therapy and [...]

imagine if you will…

Sunday, November 16th, 2003

try to think of the worst possible thing you can find out about your employer. not your boss or your manager, but the actual company who issues your paychecks for helping them out every week. polluting? yeah, that pisses people off. laying off thousands of workers to hire cheaper labor overseas? happens all to often.
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because i need to practice saying “meme”

Tuesday, November 11th, 2003

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious*. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive*. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts*. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to [...]

Wednesday, November 5th, 2003

just got back (well, to 's place) from seeing badly drawn boy. poor guy. he really has death on the mind… just had a couple of friends his age (34) die and had a discussion with a family member about how his grandfather died at 34 in the war. he apparently just turned 34 and [...]

i guess i haven't updated this in a while…

Saturday, November 1st, 2003

where to start and what to post…maybe in descending order of magnitude.

i hate myself for so many reasons at this point. i know that i can't change decisions i've made, but i still wish that i could take back the one where i thought we should move out here. it really feels like i made [...]